Walking down the street

I've been feeling really down and I even thought I'm the most useless piece of sh*t. ;//---//;


Why? cause I've been waiting for a whole year to pursue my studies from diploma to degree and even though I already finished my diploma, I couldn't get to degree last september and you know why??? Cause my Uni published our results a bit late before the intake of new students so I couldn't get in.. Okay.. I waited for another 6 months for the next intake..

6 months passed and I applied but the course I'm taking needs to be interviewed and I WAS SO HAPPY! then I had to wait for the result which got out today just to be greeted with another, "YOU DID NOT PASSED" 

I feel like the most useless person ever.. I wanna cry.. I only applied for Animation.. I don't care.. animation, graphic or whatsoever.. I wanna pursue my studies.. I feel so down and terrible right now that I wanna sleep and refuse to wake up.,, At least I managed to finish this one cheered me up. I know none of you would read this so freaking long post. I'm just writing it cause I feel so useless.. I wanna pursue my studies.. -cries-